I'm angry for some reason?

I am not even sure why. I am just laying in my bed and thinking about how unhappy I have been lately. The girls I've wanted don't want me back. My friends at home have been lame, and I don't want to go back.

I have finally been making friends I care about and now in a week it's all over and I wont see them for months. I'll be at home, having a lame summer. I just wish something changed things.

I need excitement and I just want to get away from everything right now.

I honestly just want someone to talk to, and those girls that I did talk to have turned away from me. What could be going on?

But, even if I feel like this no one will know. No one will read this and I will be happy and comedic on the outside, for my true belief is that if you surround yourself with happy people you'll be happy. I am just waiting for this to happen.