Could it be the change of the seasons? Could it be that I've been adapting to the reality that has been laid in front of my eyes? Maybe it's those around me not doing what I imagen they would.
There are days we feel as though we are let down as though nothing goes right and we are simply of minimal importance to society.
I've been feeling sad, and unfortunately the answer to my feelings are not simply written down and if they were they would unreadable because the a person feels is not merely black and white it is a mix of color pallets and a mix of things that are merely unexplainable.
Recent let downs and questions about my standing in the world may lead me a direction where answer can become a possibility, but yet I still wonder what it is.
I attempt to become a member of society and become like most people a "good person" but the opportunity doesn't arrive because when you are ready to become that "good person" you are shoved with a shit load of problems down you're throat.
This could be the answer to why people go "crazy" and why people act with rage. Because they are not given the opportunity to channel their emotions, they are not allowed to talk and simply left behind by their "friends" who did not even bother to realize their absence.
As the rain pours out my window and I see the city lights, I wonder. Wonder how things could be different in life; wonder.
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