Do you ever find it super hard to take one's own advise? Maybe advise is our form of our emotions telling us what we should do, but of course we don't do.
I never understand why people go back to bad things, why they don't run from bad situations but maybe it's because although they are abuse or taken advantage of they have already feel a sense of security.
No that doesn't make sense to me either, but it's something I really want to look into. It reminds of how abused women do not run away, but it's that fear that you have nothing else.
So is it bad to give advise you yourself can not take?
Is it bad to do what your heart tells you even though it may break relationships and that sense of security you have?
Questions are hard to answer; you need advise.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
I've been feeling sad.
Could it be the change of the seasons? Could it be that I've been adapting to the reality that has been laid in front of my eyes? Maybe it's those around me not doing what I imagen they would.
There are days we feel as though we are let down as though nothing goes right and we are simply of minimal importance to society.
I've been feeling sad, and unfortunately the answer to my feelings are not simply written down and if they were they would unreadable because the a person feels is not merely black and white it is a mix of color pallets and a mix of things that are merely unexplainable.
Recent let downs and questions about my standing in the world may lead me a direction where answer can become a possibility, but yet I still wonder what it is.
I attempt to become a member of society and become like most people a "good person" but the opportunity doesn't arrive because when you are ready to become that "good person" you are shoved with a shit load of problems down you're throat.
This could be the answer to why people go "crazy" and why people act with rage. Because they are not given the opportunity to channel their emotions, they are not allowed to talk and simply left behind by their "friends" who did not even bother to realize their absence.
As the rain pours out my window and I see the city lights, I wonder. Wonder how things could be different in life; wonder.
There are days we feel as though we are let down as though nothing goes right and we are simply of minimal importance to society.
I've been feeling sad, and unfortunately the answer to my feelings are not simply written down and if they were they would unreadable because the a person feels is not merely black and white it is a mix of color pallets and a mix of things that are merely unexplainable.
Recent let downs and questions about my standing in the world may lead me a direction where answer can become a possibility, but yet I still wonder what it is.
I attempt to become a member of society and become like most people a "good person" but the opportunity doesn't arrive because when you are ready to become that "good person" you are shoved with a shit load of problems down you're throat.
This could be the answer to why people go "crazy" and why people act with rage. Because they are not given the opportunity to channel their emotions, they are not allowed to talk and simply left behind by their "friends" who did not even bother to realize their absence.
As the rain pours out my window and I see the city lights, I wonder. Wonder how things could be different in life; wonder.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Acknowledge
You sit in the room and not one person acknowledges your words, for that matter your presence.
It's not as though you seek attention; but you feel a sense of wanting someone to for once pay attention to you.
The past days life has felt this way. A constant struggle for someone to talk to you or the constant want for that missing someone in you're life. Even when you had the chance to fulfill your wishes, your wants you never took the time to embrace it.
As though you sit quietly because the sense that no one cares runs through your head you begin to develop a sense of fear. You are fearful to share into those conversions and you ask your self whether they will care or not.
Attempt to stay positive and things will be fine our parents told us. But don't act and things could get worse.
Yet in your head you question why do they all choose to talk to him/her. What makes them better? Those answer are not quickly answer and you will seek to understand the dimensions of relationships.
It's not as though you seek attention; but you feel a sense of wanting someone to for once pay attention to you.
The past days life has felt this way. A constant struggle for someone to talk to you or the constant want for that missing someone in you're life. Even when you had the chance to fulfill your wishes, your wants you never took the time to embrace it.
As though you sit quietly because the sense that no one cares runs through your head you begin to develop a sense of fear. You are fearful to share into those conversions and you ask your self whether they will care or not.
Attempt to stay positive and things will be fine our parents told us. But don't act and things could get worse.
Yet in your head you question why do they all choose to talk to him/her. What makes them better? Those answer are not quickly answer and you will seek to understand the dimensions of relationships.
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