Lack a Purpose...

I feel unsteady, and confused. What is happening? It's been the last few days that I just feel that I have no reason to do things.

I have been feeling alone, with no there to support me, my ideas, my words. They go along unheard and unfelt. Because simply people do not give me the time of day to listen.

Everyone around me has someone to focus on, someone in which they can rely on. I myself lack that right now. And for those friends who lack someone themselves, I attempt to remain there for them.

I feel annoyed. I can not even begin to say why, but I just feel like everyone, everything and every moment is just being annoying. It's the places I visit and the emotions of people that case me to feel angry, sad, annoyed.

I lack a purpose. I am lacking a reason to do what I do, I lack someone to share my success in and I lack successes.

I am in search of someone and a reason to continue to be happy for. I need some excitement in my life; I need something to keep me busy and give me joy.