Do you find yourself in those situations most commonly with those who you care about in which you don't feel comfortable disagreeing?...
I find myself often in situations in which I can not say anything but "yea, that's fine" or "sure, no problem." I feel as though I cater my life to others.
Spilled on a platter in which people can pick and take as much as they want as though it was a 24 hour buffet.
People take and take and stuff themselves, but do they take it for granted? do they take ME for granted?
"I'm always there if you need me, just hit me up." But would they reply the same to me? Would the individuals in my life sit there with open arms waiting for me, as I so usually do wait for them?
It has been a task, a task of mine to begin to simply say "no"
To disagree and converse. To be waited on rather to be the waiter.
To be given a hand rather than be lending it.
To be appreciated rather than forgotten.
"I'll always be there" continuously I say it. Yes, it is "nice" "the right thing to do"
But I want to be selfish and be helped.
I can accept the words of "your selfish" and I am completely okay with that.
JZ
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